As I stood alone in the light of darkness a shadow passed me by, I turned to see who had touched me so very softly, so tenderly upon my heart I felt you go by, wait !!! I have a gift for you... the soft gentle words of the emotions within my heart I will give to you. It took me a life time too get here, I suppose it was because you were waiting for me here on the other side. All my Love and a thousand kisses like butterflies floating all around you touching, touching your heart, touching your lips, touching you, for you my lovely friend the joy that I spill out into the entirety of the world freely I give of my self to you. If I were the light, I would surround you in me and make all the dark lonely nights bright. If I were the sun I would be envious of the brightness of your smile. If... if I were able to touch you I would never let go. Come with me, join with me, and I shall in the words of the emotions of my heart and mind speak the poetry of love whispered into your heart. I will touch your mind as no one has ever touched you before. I will give you my love and I will never take it away, it will be yours forever and a day.  

Here take these, I believe that they are yours.
I give back to you the wings of the angel that you are, you must have lost them along the journey of your life having gotten lost in the brilliance of the light of the world as a human being. I was walking along in a field of beautiful wild lilies and tripped over them, I picked them up, took them home and I cleansed them with my compassion, with the power of my Love, they are renewed, here take them awake and remember who you are, My Angel. I love you.

Who am I you ask?            Let me tell you who I am is…

I am strong, stronger than steel mixed with iron and yet... melting molten putty,in the hot sunlight of your smile,
for in a moment of weakness, with a mere glance into your eyes, you would sway me with the softness of...
your__________________ touch,
the sweetness of your voice, these emotions, I would cause... with my Passion, my passion of the love I have for you.

LOOK! THERE...

floating upon the vast oceans... my sea of tranquility...

                                Pure JOY...
Quickly pick it up, here is the book of my heart...
That I thought had been stolen… read me... like an open book… my emotions, everything that I am,
laid down in written word for all to see... without Shame...
I will hold up my beliefs into the light of... public... scrutiny,
I will not stumble I will not fall, I will not fail for... I,

I am. Standing…
Standing alone, in wilderness.
I... began to think… Then ponder, the questions of... life.
to all the Lost Souls... Suffering… suffering, in silent darkness,
Solitude…
Thinking of Ending it.
With mine eyes I have seen…
With mine ears I have heard…                                           These are my Words...
I was lost, till you gave your love to me,
But then you took it away…
Standing…                          Standing alone in wilderness
Standing… Standing alone in shadows essence of forest evergreen, Moonlight lit darkness,
Neath the Canopy of that which gives us Life, Trees.
Standing Alone in Wilderness
Surrounded
By lost Souls
Unknown,
Suffering in silent............................................................. Voices unheard.
Solitude…
Pondering the End of it All.
Sometimes…   Sometimes I Pray for it.
Standing…                   Standing Alone.
I heard the Earth crying…
Standing… Standing Alone.
I heard the Moon Sigh…
for it had heard the Earth cry.
Wondering… Why? Why?
Sometimes… Sometimes I pray for it.
The cold steel Kiss of the Moon
Meeting the crook of my Neck…
Like a lost Lover... Coaxing me into Comfort.     Obscure.
As my finger conforms to the Curve…
Pulling the Moment Closer…        Closer.
Inviting the Quiet, the Quiet I sometimes Hunger,
Yearn,
Desire it…
the Quiet Nothing More.
With the Sky all colored Grey…
this is what I heard the Earth say.
There comes a day that even, I… fear.
With merely a clench of my finger,
not more than a flinch,
just a pull
just a squeeze
And
BOOM!!!..........................
Nothing…         Nothing more.
Sometimes.
Sometimes… when the mood takes me as far as it can
Sometimes…
I pray for it.
the Redemption
My Release
the End… of, this Plaque... called Humanity.
Everything that dies … one day comes back.
Sometimes I pray for it standing alone…
did you never ask Why?
Ashes to Ashes… Dust to Dust…
You can only Imagine what is to become of us.
Standing… Standing alone I looked up and saw a little bird that glides across the sky, it Sang a song of melody
that made me want to sit right down and cry.

I am the Sculptor, that strikes the stone,
to reveal the beauty within unknown.

I am the Painter who caresses the canvas,
to evoke the emotions of thought.

and as the poet I work the words,
and unimaginable things become known.

Standing… Standing alone,
Sometimes… Sometimes I pray for it.
To touch the very soul of everyone, that is within my reach…
This is what I would love to teach.
You… yes I said you, the one reading these words right now,
You have the Power, the Wisdom,
Held tightly in your hand, in your Mind, Deep within your Heart.... the Ability… To set Free your love.
you gave your love to me… and then you took it away.
What?
what else will you do today?
Have Mercy!
Run to me…............. Come to me…..........................

Look what you've done to me!
I was lost till you gave your love to me,
but then took it away.
Take out the power, Kick down the door and set yourselves free.
Money cannot buy it baby…
Sex cannot buy it baby…
Drugs cannot buy it baby…
You cannot buy it…
My Love is… FREE!!!
I believe in Love, is why I do these things for you.
I believe in Love alone.
Give up your needs these poison seeds,
Find a different kind of Free,
One that just lets you... Be…
Give me the strength to lay it all down,
Whispers silent in the night,
Let all our dreams go by,
this is where our prayers are heard
Wipe away your tears and let the salt stains dry,
it all goes by, it all goes by…
For time will catch us in its hands,
to be blown away like grains of sand.
So here within My hands… the Ability, to set Free…
My Love Upon the Earth.
Standing… Standing Alone…
it seems Against the Entire World.
Standing Alone… in, Vast wilderness.
(surrounded ) by… Countless,
In-numerable........................................
Lost Souls. Speeding by faster… ever Faster,
Mere Shadows of themselves. Faster… ever Faster…            in Search…. of what can be bought.
for this is what they have been Taught… is… “Happiness”………     Not!
Standing… Alone in vast wilderness…I looked inside myself.
Standing Alone… I Looked inside My Soul.
I am reaching out to you. upon the Oceans of my belief.
I have set sail… out onto the Sea, of my tranquility.
A soft and gentle breeze, brought me to… You.
My Angel..................................Not just any Angel... would do.
Only You…
Only You.
My Angel…………………… I was guided to you.
What am I to do? Now that I have found You.
Should I tell you my Dream? the Vision of Life. Joy…
never before known, till now. Joy… beyond compare.
this, I... with you shall share.
Not just … any Angel, would do. Only You.
Listen closely... First.
God loves You,
and so do I.
Without Reason… Without Rhyme…                                  these are the words of Time... they are mine. My words
Till now unknown.
Standing Alone
I looked inside myself, I looked within my Soul,
into the Depths of my Heart, I found a precious memory
a love so vast as the midnight sky...
a love so deep as the oceans azure blue...
I lived this one true Love.
A joy beyond… All knowledge, never known.
the one seed that I have sown
My seed of Love now watch it grow
Around the world My light does glow.
for those of you who disbelieve.
Ashe to Ashes… Dust to Dust…
this is what must become of us!
What is it that you will do... today?
What is it that you Believe? With these thoughts... you... I,
shall, Leave...

Love and Kisses to everyone, Tony, I believe in you!
copyright. 2009 Tony Gray Owl